not 1 but 2.

Tired of everything going on.
Blame me if you want, say me if you want, I dont give a damn anymore.

I hate exams. Stupid papers killing my brain cells.
I have no mood to blog already.

loser (: <

Its 10.38pm now. (L) has gone to sleep.
Gonna do a quiz, then go sleep too (:

01. Who was your last text from?
Tina Sweetheart.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Outside Plaza Singapura.

03. Your relationship status?
(:

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
You bet.

05. What is your current mood?
Tired.

06. How many siblings do you have?
2

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Julia and Sean

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Right beside (L)

09. Have a crazy side?
You bet xD

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Don’t think so.

11. Something you do a lot?
Talk. HAHA!

12. Angry at anyone?
Yep.

13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
Animals.

14. When was the last time you cried?
A few days ago.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes.

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
What’s (L) doing now?

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Sis.

18. What is your favorite song?
Your call- Secondhand Serenade

19. What are you doing right now?
Blog, msn.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Tina, Atiqah, Nicole, Jeremy, Erwin, Wayne (:

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Self-made with Siamo In Cinque.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Julia from 4e2.

24. Describe your life in one word.
amazing

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
(L). Hehs.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Studying for SA1.

27. What are you listening to?
Typings of my keyboard.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
(:

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
my fat cousin -.-

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Sometimes.

31. What is your natural hair color?
brownish black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
(L)

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
(L)

34. What do you hear?
clicks

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
straight

36. Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
No -.-

37. Do you have a best friend?
Many (:

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
(:

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
YEAH

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes. LOL

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Quite?

42. Are you currently jealous?
Not now.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
None.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Online?

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes

46. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
yes

47. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
yes

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
check up

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
12plus. went out.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope but i want to

HOT SINGAPORE

Singapore is VERY VERY HOT.

I don’t like ): <

Why won’t Singapore snow or at least have cool weathers? It would be best if we had four seasons But hey, I won’t ask for too much. JUST COOLER WEATHER!

Slept at 2.30 yesterday, woke up at 7.30 today. Went for a swim with Atiqah and her sister. The lifeguard thought Atiqah cannot swim, ask her go the learning pool side. HAHA Swam about 4 laps today only. So many people around. Kids especially. There’s this creepy guy who kept looking at me. SCARY

After our swim, headed to Avenue 8. Had breakfast. I had Roti Prata Home after that. Slept till about 3pm. Went down to Tampines Yamaha to terminate my dance classes. Yeah. Due to tight schedules and weakening ankles, say byebye to dance ): ( I’ll still go back in the future i believe, I WILL coninue dancing no matter how much it hurts ) Wanted to buy billabong slippers, but nothing nice. OMG I SAW THIS BILLABONG DRESS SUPER CUTE AND NICE OMGOMGOMG. HAHA Headed home after that.

WALAO in a few hours I’m turning 16 le. SO OLD LAH ><
Well, pros and cons lah. But oh well.
Spending my birthday with Tina, WenHao, Jeremy, ChongYan, Nicholas, Eric and Wayne I think? I AM SO GONNA ENJOY MYSELF

Photos tomorrow. Promise (:

PS: I’m drinking F&N the green one. Not apple the other one. IT SUCKS. taste like medicine. yucks.

(L), where are you! alamak.

Happy Advanced 16th Birthday :D LOL

I love you guys. Thanks for being there (:

Picture was taken above. Thankyou sis and bro-in-law. Durian cake was awesome. Sadly I don’t really enjoy durian :\ But still, awesome! (:

School today. Glen and ShiYing passed me advanced birthday presents Glen bought me a Tortoise he says im as slow pokey as it is ): < ShiYing folded me stars with a touching letter (: But still, I love it both. Thanks guys!

English, Maths-Maths, PE. Volleyball with Wayne, Tina and Atiqah during PE. Recess with Tina, Atiqah, Nicole and Erwin. Something so funny happened I cannot stop laughing. But I won’t tell you. Later people scold me bitch again. LOL

After recess, English Paper 1. TOTAL BULLSHIT. I cannot freaking write the composition properly. Images of that particular incident keep coming into me, but i could not pen it down. Stupid Joyce. Bang your head against the wall and die man! letter writing, I think i screwed up. OVERSEAS sending a letter, I wrote a Singapore address. Omg. Shoot me man.

After school, Nicole head home with me. Bus to Mall. She bought me a carebear Thanks! Headed downt to Point. Met Atiqah. Ate, crapped, home.

Swimming tomorrow at Hougang Swimming Complex!

you love me wor :D

(L) loves me

School’s been okay today. Had lunch with Sweetheart, Hao, Tiqah, Feeqa, Jeremy and Jordan. Headed to my the space behind my block to slack. Went home after that. Slept awhile, now online.

Eric is crazy. Always emo de. CHEER UP LAH FRIEND! stop emo-ing! (:\

Babybaby(L), Iloveyou

Do you love me?

I feel fucking upset.

I don’t know if its because of them, or is it because of what your answer was.

Both ways, I have reasons to be upset, right?

Both cases I don’t wanna talk about it. I promised someone anyway.

Arghs. forget it.

No mood blog.

[edited]

AHAHAHAHAHA. now you’re plain childish lah. You cheered me up. Thankyou man. LOL loser (: <

Argh, books

I hate books cause I’m seeing them EVERYDAY. Even right now, there’s this thick stack of textbooks, notes, papers and worksheets in front of me. My brain hates books. Cause whatever I read/study/learn, won’t stay at the correct places I put them, it hides somewhere else and won’t come out when I need the information -.- Enough about books. Ews, I gotta stop complaining and start working hard.

Went down to Popular today with mom. Got pens, foolscap, post-its, highlighters and some other rubbish i found cute. LOL Saw Nicole with her mom and sis. Saw that girl (L) is always so fated to see -.- Ews. Don’t know if she saw me. But don’t really care either. Cause she’s most probably gonna stare at me as usual?

Mommy don’t wanna get me Cotton On tops ): She says I have too many clothes already. A lot meh?! I know, I know, my clothes is like a walk-in closet, well a mini one at least if you compare it to my elder sis’s one! Her’s is seriously a walk-in closet. A ROOM OF CLOTHES OKAY. So mommy, you cannot complain I have too many clothes, and then again, I’m a girl you know

Headed home, had lunch. Maid went for her day off and I stayed home to.. yes, study -.- Started with Chemistry already. But all the equations and words and formulae is driving me crazy. I think I’m entering IMH soon.

After much consideration, I’m not taking Intermediate this year. Gonna be too tough for me. Monday, Tuesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I can’t make it for like almost half the lessons. And loyang point is like at the other end of Singapore. (And well, I dont know how to get there. ) So yeah, I’m not taking Intermediate this year. Most probably stopping for now? Concentrate on Ns, then Os. Then after that I’ll consider Intermediate again

Quiz!

Ten “are you” questions:
1. Are you single: You can say that.
2. Are you happy: Yep
3. Are you bored: Yeah, if not I won’t be doing this.
4. Are you fair: Not really. Blame the Sun and NCC.
5. Are you Italian: If only I was.. I would be a babe yo! HAHAHA
6. Are you intelligent: YES 8-|
7. Are you honest: It depends how you look at it.
8. Are you nice: You bet (:
9. Are you Irish: No -.-
10. Are you Asian: Yep.

Ten facts:
1. Full name: Lo Xuer Lian Joyce
2. Nickname(s): Umm, giraffe? -.-
3. Birth Place: KK
4. Hair color: Brownish black (:
5. Natural hair style: Long, slight wavy
6. Eye color: black
7. Birthday: 26 April!
8. Boyfriend’s name: Ummm. I’m single, remember?
9. Favourite color: Red, White, Black, Brown, Orange, Blue.
10. One place you’d like to visit: USA!

Ten things about your love life:
1. Have you ever been in love: Yep.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight: Depends.
3. Do you currently have a crush: LOL, ain’t a crush bah.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally: Yeah.
5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart: Yeah.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken: Yeah ):
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them: I have good friends, they always tend to find out -.-
8. Are you afraid of commitment: Relationship wise, nope.
9. Who was the last person you hugged: Nicole. LOL
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to: I cannot tell you

Ten this or that:
1. Love or lust: Love
2. Hard liquor or beer: No preference
3. Cats or dogs: dogs!
4. A few best friends or any regular friends: few best friends
5. Creamy or crunchy: depends
6. Pencil or pen: pencil
7. Wild night out or romantic night in: Both
8. Money or happiness: happiness.
9. Night or day: Both
10. IM or phone: Depends.

Ten have you ever:
1. Been caught sneaking out: Nope hehe
2. Seen a polar bear: used to. LOL
3. Done something you regret: Yes.
4. Bungee jumped: No.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor: Ews no!
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker: Wth is a jaw breaker
7. Been caught naked: No -.-
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back: No(:
9. Cried because you lost a pet: None.
10. Wanted to disappear: yes.

Ten preference in a partner:
1. Smile or eyes: Ask (L) hehe.
2. Light or dark hair: Dark
3. Hugs or kisses: depends
4. shorter or taller: taller
5. intelligence or attraction: both baby
6. topman or zara: LOL topman
7. funny or serious: depends(:
8. older or younger: depends(:
9. outgoing or quiet: HAHAHA. Ask (L) lor
10. Sweet or bad: Both (:

Ten have yous:
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd: Yep.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour: Yeah
3. Ever tried walking on your hands: no -.-
4. Ever been to a rock concert: No.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team: Yeah -.-
6. Ever been on a dance team: Yeah.
7. Ever been on a sports team: Yeah
8. Ever been in a drama play/production: yeah
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?: No.
10. Ever been in a rap video: NO

Ten lasts:
1. Last phone call you made: Mommy
2. Last person you hugged: Nicole
3. Last person you hung out with: Mom and fat cousin
4. Last time you worked: None
5. Last person you talked to: maid
6. Last person you IM’ed to: (L)
7. Last person you texted: Gerald
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with: A group of guys.
9. Last website you visited: wonderfularmy.wdps
10. Last person you thought about: (L)

(:

Bored.

Hello I’ve finished studying. Guess what I studied? SOCIAL STUDIES. The whole damn chapter. I tell you, if i fail, I’LL CRY. Listening to songs now. Crapping with Gerald too. (L)’s studying now. (:

Okay. I’ve kinda revived my friendster. LOL just logged in accepted friends and stuff. Nothing much. Okay. Quiz again!

1.Are you currently in a relationship?
Hmm. I don’t know? LOL nah.

2.Have you ever been given a teddy bear?
Many

3.What are your all-time favorite love story movie?
Snow white and the 7 dwarfs!

4.Are you in love right now?
Yeah.

5.Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate?
Yeap

6.What’s your current problem?
I have nothing to do. And I’m tired from studying a whole chapter of SS.

7.Have you ever had your heart broken?

You bet!

8.Your thoughts ON online or long distance relationships?

Crap

9.Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Sometimes

10.how many kids you want to have?

2 lah then 1 dozen meh -.-

11.What is/are your favorite color/s?

Red, white, silver, black, orange, brown

12.Who is your celebrity crush?

Show

13.Do you believe you truly only love once?

Nope.

14.Imagine you’re 40 & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?

Depends

15.Do you believe in love at first sight?

I might?

16.What song do u want to be played at your wedding?

From this moment on- Shania Twain!

Okay I shall go crap and talk to (L)

I love baby.

8 more days till sweet 16? (:

hand in hand

Its 5.24pm now. Just woke up from my afternoon nap. LOL

Woke up at 8.45 this morning, bathed got ready went to school. Met T., Feeqa, Jordan and Wayne. Haha! Chatted with Uncle Daniel at the canteen for awhile, then headed to Mac for breakfast!

T.’s breakfast damn funny. 2 sausages. LOL After that, slacked and talked then T. and Jordan went home. Went back school with Feeqa. Studied in class Then realised, NPCC finish already -.- Just nice, Jordan called me. Say they finding me. LOL they thought I was at Point. Then Chunghong also called. So headed to Point. Watched as they had Mac, sat there talk. Don’t know what is wrong with Atiqah today. Keep going against me. What the hell did I do?! Nevermind..

Headed home after that(: Someone like watching show like that -.-

Arghs, stomach dont feel so well :S

Okay. Was blog hopping, decided to do some quizzes (:

From Chongyan’s blog:

1.besides your lips where else would you like to be kissed?
ans: Cheek.

2.how did you feel when you woke up this morning?
ans: Irritated? Cause my phone kept ringing -.-

3.who was the last person you took a picture with?
ans: Joey Fat Ong. LOL

4.would you be considered spoiled?
ans: No. I have no one to spoil me. Haha

5.would you ever donate blood?
ans: I’m afraid of needles, but if there is a need to, i will (:

6.do you have good friends on the opposite sex?
ans: Yeah. Some of the bestest ones

7.do you want someone dead?
ans: Nahhhhh, I just curse, I don’t want people dead (:

8.what are you thinking right now?
ans: Why isn’t (L) online, why is my stomach hurting and when should i start studying.. LOL

9.do you wish someone was beside you right now?
ans: Well yeah. hehe

10.when did you go to sleep last night?
ans: 2plus? :\

11.where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now?
ans: Umm, its from Senior Specialist Course. i didn’t have to buy it.

12.is someone in your mind right now?
ans: Yeah. And he always is.

13.10 ppl i will tag to do this quiz
ans:
1. Tina
2. Jeremy
3. Nicole
4. Erwin
5. Atiqah
6. Jordan
7. Afiqah
8. Chongyan
9. Wayne
10. Gerald

14.is 2 in a relationship?
ans: (Jeremy) I dunno. Go ask him?

15.is 3 female of male
ans: (Nicole) Female (:

16.if 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
ans: (Afiqah and Gerald) Oh no, I don’t think they will be happy with each other LOL

17.what does 1 study?
ans: (Tina) whatever I study + Amaths?

18.is 4 single?
ans: (Erwin) Currently yes.

19.something funny about 5
ans: (Atiqah) Umm. She laughs about everything -.-

20.wad do you think about 3 and 6
ans: (Nicole) One of my bestfriends. (Jordan) One of my goodfriends? LOL

21.wad do you think if 6 and 7 fights?
ans: (Jordan and Afiqah) LOL Most probably Afiqah? Cause Jordan kinda gives in easily. LOL

22.do you like 8?
ans: (Chongyan) LOL as a friend. Yes. HAHA

Alright. Gonna study now Maybe quiz later on again

Long gone?

Been really shagged out lately. Weekends are here again. Need to start studying. SAs are coming! Stretching over till May.

16th birthday’s in between ): Hope get to spend it with (L) ? Don’t know if he could.

Okay. Off to study while (L) is away. (:

牵着最爱的人的手是一件很幸福的事