Fucked up feelings.

What the fuck is wrong with me today?! *Slaps self and bang wall*

I totally couldn’t concentrate on studying today. I kept thinking of so many random stuff..
Doomsday, stupid exams, Christmas, holidays, (L), swine flu, what assholes have been doing to me and so much more. Why the hell am i thinking of all these!

I feel so frustrated, lost, crazy and unhappy all at one time. Damn it!

I’m listening to (L), go down for a walk. See you.

Ohhhhh fat!

LOLOLOL, I just calculated my BMI for the fun of it. And my BMI is 19. I’m like 0.6 BMI points away from being underweight. LOLOLOL. Which means, I am NOT fat. (:

This gives me the excuse to eat more
To those of you who says I’m fat. OPEN YOUR EYES AND LOOK AGAIN.
Excuse: I just have heavy bones (: <

Studying has been torturing towards me. Everything I try to put into my brain, comes flowing out -.- Ass! I need study tips, real badly.
On the plus note: I realise I study better outside than at home. Maybe cause at home I have too much comfort? Comfortable bed, tempting screen facing me, food to eat all i want in the fridge, I just wont sit still. But outside, I just have to sit down and study. Weird, but thats me. Maybe I should study at void decks. LOL

Back home after studying with WeiZhuang, Glen and Gerald already. Damn comedy, Gerald farted so many times at the Library. Smelly can. Disgusting! Lol Studied at Compass Point Library Cafe. Well, more of chit chatting. Never really studied.

Bought my double band hairband already
Dinner with Mommy. Fish steamboat charcoal style. Not bad.

Me love you baby
me need start studying hard!

5 days no school

Happy Labour Day! LOL

This MIGHT be my last post for now, till SAs are over. I hope it will be. I’m spending too much time on the internet -.-

Yesterday’s english paper 2 was okay? I hate summary writing ): <
After school, supposed to take shirt from (L), but he don’t wanna take, so called Sweetheart lend me hers. Then head home to change items in my bag. Head for lunch (: Then walked to point buy stuff. Slacked at the void deck with (L) and Tiqah. Then head to school for Cluster games. Managed the scores for Basketball. Schools involved were : Hougang, North Vista, Bowen, Rivervale and Sengkang. Hougang won in the Finals against Bowen. Go Hougang!

After that, head down for tuition with Sweetheart. Had a short heart-to-heart talk wih her. I love her. Honestly do (: Cheer up sweetheart! End tuition, went home. Fell asleep after a short while of studying -.-

(L), 5 days without you. ohmygosh. study hard alright? (:
Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
Its only the first day and I want you so bad already. Damn.
(L), aku cinta kau (: