I totally couldn’t concentrate on studying today. I kept thinking of so many random stuff..
Doomsday, stupid exams, Christmas, holidays, (L), swine flu, what assholes have been doing to me and so much more. Why the hell am i thinking of all these!

I feel so frustrated, lost, crazy and unhappy all at one time. Damn it!

I’m listening to (L), go down for a walk. See you.

This gives me the excuse to eat more
To those of you who says I’m fat. OPEN YOUR EYES AND LOOK AGAIN.
Excuse: I just have heavy bones (: <

Studying has been torturing towards me. Everything I try to put into my brain, comes flowing out -.- Ass! I need study tips, real badly.
On the plus note: I realise I study better outside than at home. Maybe cause at home I have too much comfort? Comfortable bed, tempting screen facing me, food to eat all i want in the fridge, I just wont sit still. But outside, I just have to sit down and study. Weird, but thats me. Maybe I should study at void decks. LOL

Back home after studying with WeiZhuang, Glen and Gerald already. Damn comedy, Gerald farted so many times at the Library. Smelly can. Disgusting! Lol Studied at Compass Point Library Cafe. Well, more of chit chatting. Never really studied.

Bought my double band hairband already
Dinner with Mommy. Fish steamboat charcoal style. Not bad.

Me love you baby
me need start studying hard!

This MIGHT be my last post for now, till SAs are over. I hope it will be. I’m spending too much time on the internet -.-

Yesterday’s english paper 2 was okay? I hate summary writing ): <
After school, supposed to take shirt from (L), but he don’t wanna take, so called Sweetheart lend me hers. Then head home to change items in my bag. Head for lunch (: Then walked to point buy stuff. Slacked at the void deck with (L) and Tiqah. Then head to school for Cluster games. Managed the scores for Basketball. Schools involved were : Hougang, North Vista, Bowen, Rivervale and Sengkang. Hougang won in the Finals against Bowen. Go Hougang!

After that, head down for tuition with Sweetheart. Had a short heart-to-heart talk wih her. I love her. Honestly do (: Cheer up sweetheart! End tuition, went home. Fell asleep after a short while of studying -.-

(L), 5 days without you. ohmygosh. study hard alright? (:
Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
Its only the first day and I want you so bad already. Damn.
(L), aku cinta kau (:

I hate exams. Stupid papers killing my brain cells.
I have no mood to blog already.

01. Who was your last text from?
Tina Sweetheart.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Outside Plaza Singapura.

03. Your relationship status?
(:

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
You bet.

05. What is your current mood?
Tired.

06. How many siblings do you have?
2

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Julia and Sean

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Right beside (L)

09. Have a crazy side?
You bet xD

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Don’t think so.

11. Something you do a lot?
Talk. HAHA!

12. Angry at anyone?
Yep.

13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
Animals.

14. When was the last time you cried?
A few days ago.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes.

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
What’s (L) doing now?

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Sis.

18. What is your favorite song?
Your call- Secondhand Serenade

19. What are you doing right now?
Blog, msn.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Tina, Atiqah, Nicole, Jeremy, Erwin, Wayne (:

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Self-made with Siamo In Cinque.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Julia from 4e2.

24. Describe your life in one word.
amazing

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
(L). Hehs.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Studying for SA1.

27. What are you listening to?
Typings of my keyboard.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
(:

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
my fat cousin -.-

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Sometimes.

31. What is your natural hair color?
brownish black

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
(L)

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
(L)

34. What do you hear?
clicks

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
straight

36. Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
No -.-

37. Do you have a best friend?
Many (:

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
(:

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
YEAH

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes. LOL

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Quite?

42. Are you currently jealous?
Not now.

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
None.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Online?

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes

46. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
yes

47. Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
yes

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
check up

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
12plus. went out.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
nope but i want to

I don’t like ): <

Why won’t Singapore snow or at least have cool weathers? It would be best if we had four seasons But hey, I won’t ask for too much. JUST COOLER WEATHER!

Slept at 2.30 yesterday, woke up at 7.30 today. Went for a swim with Atiqah and her sister. The lifeguard thought Atiqah cannot swim, ask her go the learning pool side. HAHA Swam about 4 laps today only. So many people around. Kids especially. There’s this creepy guy who kept looking at me. SCARY

After our swim, headed to Avenue 8. Had breakfast. I had Roti Prata Home after that. Slept till about 3pm. Went down to Tampines Yamaha to terminate my dance classes. Yeah. Due to tight schedules and weakening ankles, say byebye to dance ): ( I’ll still go back in the future i believe, I WILL coninue dancing no matter how much it hurts ) Wanted to buy billabong slippers, but nothing nice. OMG I SAW THIS BILLABONG DRESS SUPER CUTE AND NICE OMGOMGOMG. HAHA Headed home after that.

WALAO in a few hours I’m turning 16 le. SO OLD LAH ><
Well, pros and cons lah. But oh well.
Spending my birthday with Tina, WenHao, Jeremy, ChongYan, Nicholas, Eric and Wayne I think? I AM SO GONNA ENJOY MYSELF

Photos tomorrow. Promise (:

PS: I’m drinking F&N the green one. Not apple the other one. IT SUCKS. taste like medicine. yucks.

(L), where are you! alamak.

I love you guys. Thanks for being there (:

Picture was taken above. Thankyou sis and bro-in-law. Durian cake was awesome. Sadly I don’t really enjoy durian :\ But still, awesome! (:

School today. Glen and ShiYing passed me advanced birthday presents Glen bought me a Tortoise he says im as slow pokey as it is ): < ShiYing folded me stars with a touching letter (: But still, I love it both. Thanks guys!

English, Maths-Maths, PE. Volleyball with Wayne, Tina and Atiqah during PE. Recess with Tina, Atiqah, Nicole and Erwin. Something so funny happened I cannot stop laughing. But I won’t tell you. Later people scold me bitch again. LOL

After recess, English Paper 1. TOTAL BULLSHIT. I cannot freaking write the composition properly. Images of that particular incident keep coming into me, but i could not pen it down. Stupid Joyce. Bang your head against the wall and die man! letter writing, I think i screwed up. OVERSEAS sending a letter, I wrote a Singapore address. Omg. Shoot me man.

After school, Nicole head home with me. Bus to Mall. She bought me a carebear Thanks! Headed downt to Point. Met Atiqah. Ate, crapped, home.

Swimming tomorrow at Hougang Swimming Complex!

School’s been okay today. Had lunch with Sweetheart, Hao, Tiqah, Feeqa, Jeremy and Jordan. Headed to my the space behind my block to slack. Went home after that. Slept awhile, now online.

Eric is crazy. Always emo de. CHEER UP LAH FRIEND! stop emo-ing! (:\

Babybaby(L), Iloveyou

I don’t know if its because of them, or is it because of what your answer was.

Both ways, I have reasons to be upset, right?

Both cases I don’t wanna talk about it. I promised someone anyway.

Arghs. forget it.

No mood blog.

[edited]

AHAHAHAHAHA. now you’re plain childish lah. You cheered me up. Thankyou man. LOL loser (: <

Went down to Popular today with mom. Got pens, foolscap, post-its, highlighters and some other rubbish i found cute. LOL Saw Nicole with her mom and sis. Saw that girl (L) is always so fated to see -.- Ews. Don’t know if she saw me. But don’t really care either. Cause she’s most probably gonna stare at me as usual?

Mommy don’t wanna get me Cotton On tops ): She says I have too many clothes already. A lot meh?! I know, I know, my clothes is like a walk-in closet, well a mini one at least if you compare it to my elder sis’s one! Her’s is seriously a walk-in closet. A ROOM OF CLOTHES OKAY. So mommy, you cannot complain I have too many clothes, and then again, I’m a girl you know

Headed home, had lunch. Maid went for her day off and I stayed home to.. yes, study -.- Started with Chemistry already. But all the equations and words and formulae is driving me crazy. I think I’m entering IMH soon.

After much consideration, I’m not taking Intermediate this year. Gonna be too tough for me. Monday, Tuesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I can’t make it for like almost half the lessons. And loyang point is like at the other end of Singapore. (And well, I dont know how to get there. ) So yeah, I’m not taking Intermediate this year. Most probably stopping for now? Concentrate on Ns, then Os. Then after that I’ll consider Intermediate again

Quiz!

Ten “are you” questions:
1. Are you single: You can say that.
2. Are you happy: Yep
3. Are you bored: Yeah, if not I won’t be doing this.
4. Are you fair: Not really. Blame the Sun and NCC.
5. Are you Italian: If only I was.. I would be a babe yo! HAHAHA
6. Are you intelligent: YES 8-|
7. Are you honest: It depends how you look at it.
8. Are you nice: You bet (:
9. Are you Irish: No -.-
10. Are you Asian: Yep.

Ten facts:
1. Full name: Lo Xuer Lian Joyce
2. Nickname(s): Umm, giraffe? -.-
3. Birth Place: KK
4. Hair color: Brownish black (:
5. Natural hair style: Long, slight wavy
6. Eye color: black
7. Birthday: 26 April!
8. Boyfriend’s name: Ummm. I’m single, remember?
9. Favourite color: Red, White, Black, Brown, Orange, Blue.
10. One place you’d like to visit: USA!

Ten things about your love life:
1. Have you ever been in love: Yep.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight: Depends.
3. Do you currently have a crush: LOL, ain’t a crush bah.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally: Yeah.
5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart: Yeah.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken: Yeah ):
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them: I have good friends, they always tend to find out -.-
8. Are you afraid of commitment: Relationship wise, nope.
9. Who was the last person you hugged: Nicole. LOL
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to: I cannot tell you

Ten this or that:
1. Love or lust: Love
2. Hard liquor or beer: No preference
3. Cats or dogs: dogs!
4. A few best friends or any regular friends: few best friends
5. Creamy or crunchy: depends
6. Pencil or pen: pencil
7. Wild night out or romantic night in: Both
8. Money or happiness: happiness.
9. Night or day: Both
10. IM or phone: Depends.

Ten have you ever:
1. Been caught sneaking out: Nope hehe
2. Seen a polar bear: used to. LOL
3. Done something you regret: Yes.
4. Bungee jumped: No.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor: Ews no!
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker: Wth is a jaw breaker
7. Been caught naked: No -.-
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back: No(:
9. Cried because you lost a pet: None.
10. Wanted to disappear: yes.

Ten preference in a partner:
1. Smile or eyes: Ask (L) hehe.
2. Light or dark hair: Dark
3. Hugs or kisses: depends
4. shorter or taller: taller
5. intelligence or attraction: both baby
6. topman or zara: LOL topman
7. funny or serious: depends(:
8. older or younger: depends(:
9. outgoing or quiet: HAHAHA. Ask (L) lor
10. Sweet or bad: Both (:

Ten have yous:
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd: Yep.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour: Yeah
3. Ever tried walking on your hands: no -.-
4. Ever been to a rock concert: No.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team: Yeah -.-
6. Ever been on a dance team: Yeah.
7. Ever been on a sports team: Yeah
8. Ever been in a drama play/production: yeah
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?: No.
10. Ever been in a rap video: NO

Ten lasts:
1. Last phone call you made: Mommy
2. Last person you hugged: Nicole
3. Last person you hung out with: Mom and fat cousin
4. Last time you worked: None
5. Last person you talked to: maid
6. Last person you IM’ed to: (L)
7. Last person you texted: Gerald
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with: A group of guys.
9. Last website you visited: wonderfularmy.wdps
10. Last person you thought about: (L)

(: